Another weekend spent @ home, with myself. Every week brings its own thoughts, hits and misses. This month had been very busy @ work, exhausting, bringing another dimension to people's mind. i learnt [again] that no matter de efforts i put in, everyone is going to be dissatisfied. Expectation mismatch!

i had to struggle emotionally as not to allow any personal life instance to not to affect life otherwise. An eternal struggle, isn't it?! Every attempt to have a sane conversation went futile. Busy-ness, fluctuating moods, too many things on plate, commitments, of other kept me away. i have been all positive in situations, sharing thoughts through various channels, without stepping into personal space, and still landed in dog-house! Now i don't understand that how will i get answers to questions which mind has been posing..

• why can't people understand de importance of savings?
• why does self needs come before work required to make a relationship success?
• why do people have to hide things - keep everything password protected?
• why do they have to use strong negative words?
• why can't they understand power of love?
• why procrastinate?

i may need to meditate to find peace, purpose of existence...wish me de strength

Ciao!