i have some of the beautiful memories from 2013, like trip to finance capital, weddings in family, new set of wheels, vacation in valley of flowers, camping with adventure activities at Nahan, Diwali with a difference, going to school after 18 years to watch a sports day...wow!! i count my blessings and looking forward to closing the year with a smile as well :-)
There's disappointment too, not from the year but myself who relentless put efforts in giving shape to dreams but failed. After so many years of professional working, i have neither energy nor resources left for dare to dream - either to set up a new venture or trust in relationships. This year has had its share of people moving away without communicating, relationships becoming demanding without improving. i love being with happy souls - everyone does! Its an empty feeling now and i will be working perhaps to pull myself together for New Year with a belief of everything turning out just fine :-)
This city has been instrumental in broadening my perspective, and the two and half years that were spent visiting are holding some secrets. Last year i suffered a crash, and this year too i'm witnessing one. Both are emotional - one personal and other professional, but devastating as it is. i don't think i'm willing to allow myself further burning and is almost ready to call it a day. Wish me best!!
There's disappointment too, not from the year but myself who relentless put efforts in giving shape to dreams but failed. After so many years of professional working, i have neither energy nor resources left for dare to dream - either to set up a new venture or trust in relationships. This year has had its share of people moving away without communicating, relationships becoming demanding without improving. i love being with happy souls - everyone does! Its an empty feeling now and i will be working perhaps to pull myself together for New Year with a belief of everything turning out just fine :-)
This city has been instrumental in broadening my perspective, and the two and half years that were spent visiting are holding some secrets. Last year i suffered a crash, and this year too i'm witnessing one. Both are emotional - one personal and other professional, but devastating as it is. i don't think i'm willing to allow myself further burning and is almost ready to call it a day. Wish me best!!
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